"MANZIL UNHIKO MILTI HAI,
JIN KE SAPNO ME JAAN HOTI HAI,
SIRF PANKH HONE SE KUCHH NAHI HOTA DOSTO,
HONSLO SE HI UDAAN HOTI HAI".
It has been said that nothing is Impossible in this Universe. For others it might be just a quote but in my case the destiny has chosen me to make it prove. It doesn’t matter that how many obstacles you have in the journey to success but the thing that matters is the courage that you have to cross those obstacles.
My parents & I always view from a point that myself is a differently abled child (and certainly not the disabled one). According to us Physical disability is not a problem when you have decided to move ahead. But for that you should require a clear vision to future.
It’s true that every life has its own Winter and Summer. The same way mine is full of lots of cheers and tears. And at last before the journey of my life commences, I would like to request each and every person that please please don’t take it that way that you are just reading an article of mine(say blog). Every child (whatever be the physic) has its own potentialities. The thing you require to do is to just envision and then sharpen it. Mark my words that very few things can give immense satisfaction as this one.
So now Ladies and Gentlemen may I have your attention please!!!!!! Journey of my life here begins:
I was a normal child with a healthy body up to age of five. Thereafter, due to frequent fever my parents consulted doctor. Blood test result showed that I had rheumatoid arthritis, in which I was suffering from high fever of 104-105 degree Celsius on alternate days. Thereafter, I had under gone an allopathic treatment, but due to its side effects my heart got enlarged. So, I took heart treatment. But after discharge when I returned home my difficulties increased.
My parents were working in general shift, so they used to take me to doctor immediately after returning home in the evening. After taking magnet therapy and physiotherapy we used to comeback home at 11.30 at night and had our meal thereafter. Again same programme from the next morning i.e. it was a daily routine. This continued for nearly 6 to 8 months. In that condition one of our neighbor had to stay with me as my attendant. During that period it was not possible to think about my education. Then my parents took me to Hinduja Hospital in Mumbai for proper treatment and diagnosis. After taking treatment for 20 days it was decided to undergo operation. Then due to post-operative follow up treatment, it was decided to go for operation in Ahmedabad. Six operations were done on both of my legs; but the results were always negative.
During that phase I compromised with my life and situation and decided to divert my mind fully in education by all the ways. I was allowed to give 4th standard exam taken by Corporation directly, which I passed with 90% marks. Thereafter, I studied from 5th to 7th standard in Municipal School. As I was not in a position to go to school, this whole education was taken by calling teachers at home. In standard 10, I got 78% marks and with great difficulties I got admission in one near by school for standard 11th and 12th.
I cleared 12th board exam with 78 % marks.
After passing 12th, at the age of 18 years it was decided to take treatment of a well known orthopaedic doctor of Ahmedabad, for joint replacement. But the surgeon estimated the expense of Rs. 5 lacs and after spending such a big amount it was not even guaranteed that I shall be able to walk. So, I got admitted in Civil Hospital. As per the Doctors’ opinion, I would get normal but for that I’ll have to take treatment for one year in Civil Hospital. This hope was given by doctors but
after admitting in hospital, due to mistake and carelessness of doctors I suffered from gangrene in one of my leg. Immediately I was shifted to one private hospital and my right leg was amputed
from mid-thigh. The monetory expense was quite high but not as much as that of mental shock of suffering, which is beyond explanation. But, with the strength given by almighty God I decided to continue my studies, once again.
Due to the encouragement and inspiration given by My Parents, faculty members and some really great people I start doing course of Charted Accountancy (C.A.). Simultaneously I took admission in first year B.com. and with very hardwork I passed all the three years of commerce grduation with first class in first attempt. I had to do this whole study by keeping private tuitions. In this period I was also facing difficulties of terminology because I had studied upto 12th standard in Gujarati medium and then I kept English medium in college. But with great efforts and hard work I maintained first class. During studies from 5th to 9th standard my parents were leaving me alone at home while going for their services, and it is only through them that I learnt how to face and fight against problems in such difficult situations. After operation of amputation of my leg, my independence was completely snatched away and I became totally dependant on others. As I have to remain continuously in sitting position, I have to face various difficulties.
In such difficulties I used to suffer dehydration also and in this period my studies suffered. Despite of all such difficult situations, I appeared in C.A foundation exam and cleared it at first attempt.
During 10th standard period, due to Earth Quake and its aftershocks in year 2001, my father had to leave his job. Because both my parents were doing service in general shift, leaving me alone at home which was on the first floor which was a bit risky. As during afternoon if any aftershock comes people used to run in open ground leaving their homes, but being totally dependant and alone at home I was getting mentally confused at that time. My father took note of this situation and after thinking seriously he left his job so that I may not feel any mental shock and I may not have to face any difficulties and thus he gave me full support. Treatment of any other disease may be simple but treatment of mental illness is very complicated.
After passing foundation, it was necessary for me to go to classes for Inter, so my father used to take me to classes. In such situation also I did not loose my courage and decided to go ahead in any way and at any cost, and with that determination I also passed Inter examination. In my success I got great support and co-operation of my parents, teachers and friends.
From 4th standard I have studied by keeping private tuitions and calling teachers and professors at home and in this also we have faced financial difficulties. I have also done course of French language. Moreover, I have a hobby in music. I have also passed three exams taken by Akhil Bhartiy Gandharva Mahavidyalaya in Vocal (Gayan) with first class and presently I am preparing for C.A. Final exam.
If definition of true Guru is to be given, then I consider all of my faculty members, right and proper, who have inspired an invalid boy like me to do something special in life and have made efforts to see that I make special place in society.
In the end I should really gratefull to my parents. They are the one who has made one disabled child into differently abled child. The contribution which I got from my father and mother is invaluable; I cannot express how valuable this contribution is. My parents suffered financial, physical, mental and all types of difficulties and hardships but they kept on inspiring me which gave lot of strength to me.
Thank you very much from the bottom of my heart for spending your good deal of time.
Friday, March 26, 2010
Saturday, March 20, 2010
DO KHUDA ZAMIN PAR
SOCHATA HUN ME KUCHH LIKHU AAJ UNKE BAREME, SAMMAN KO SHABDON KA AKAR DEKAR,
SAJAYI JINHONE HAMARE HONTHON PE HASI, AANKHON KI NAMI HAMARI APNI ANKHON ME LEKAR.
SAMAJ SAKTE HAI JO HAMARI BHAVNAO KO SIRF AANKHOME PADHKAR,
TO PHIR KAISE HO SAKTE HAI KUCH LOG, HAMARI ZINDGI ME US RISHTE SE BHI BADHKAR.
BANAYA JINHONE HAME SATH REHKE INSAN KAHELANE KE KABIL, APNI KIMTI KHUSHIYON KO KHOKAR,
TO JINDGI KE CHAND ANTIM SALO ME SATH UNKE REHNE KE BAJAY, KYUN HO JATE HAI HUM KISI AUR KE HOKAR.
DIL SE CHAHA HO JISE YA DUAON SE PAYA HO, AGR VO HI JUDA HO JAYE TO BIKHAR JATE HAI HUM TUTKAR,
TO PHIR KAISE DEKH PAYENGE VO UNKI BAKI JINDGI, JAB REH JAYENGE UNKE ANKHON KE CHIRAG BUJKAR.
AGAR PEHCHAN SAKO TO MAN LO, YEH VO RISHTA HAI JISKO US KHUDA NE BHI DIYA THA SAMMAN PAV CHHUKAR,
VARNA CHAL HI DENGE VO EKDIN HAMARI ZINDGI SE, AANKHON ME NAMI AUR KABHI NA PURI HONE VALI KAMI DEKAR.
SAJAYI JINHONE HAMARE HONTHON PE HASI, AANKHON KI NAMI HAMARI APNI ANKHON ME LEKAR.
SAMAJ SAKTE HAI JO HAMARI BHAVNAO KO SIRF AANKHOME PADHKAR,
TO PHIR KAISE HO SAKTE HAI KUCH LOG, HAMARI ZINDGI ME US RISHTE SE BHI BADHKAR.
BANAYA JINHONE HAME SATH REHKE INSAN KAHELANE KE KABIL, APNI KIMTI KHUSHIYON KO KHOKAR,
TO JINDGI KE CHAND ANTIM SALO ME SATH UNKE REHNE KE BAJAY, KYUN HO JATE HAI HUM KISI AUR KE HOKAR.
DIL SE CHAHA HO JISE YA DUAON SE PAYA HO, AGR VO HI JUDA HO JAYE TO BIKHAR JATE HAI HUM TUTKAR,
TO PHIR KAISE DEKH PAYENGE VO UNKI BAKI JINDGI, JAB REH JAYENGE UNKE ANKHON KE CHIRAG BUJKAR.
AGAR PEHCHAN SAKO TO MAN LO, YEH VO RISHTA HAI JISKO US KHUDA NE BHI DIYA THA SAMMAN PAV CHHUKAR,
VARNA CHAL HI DENGE VO EKDIN HAMARI ZINDGI SE, AANKHON ME NAMI AUR KABHI NA PURI HONE VALI KAMI DEKAR.
Vaden agar vafaa ban paten!!!!!!!
ROYA THA DIL MAGAR AANKHEN THI JO HARKADAM MUSKURAI,
HAAN!! SHAYAD YEH BHI EK RASM-E-ULFAT THI JO MAINE NIBHAI.
NA JAN PAYA ME YE TO KE KAISE RISHTO ME AA JATI HAI JUDAI,
SAMAJA TO YAHI KE JIMMEDAR ISKE LIYE HALAAT THE, NA KE USKI BEWAFAI.
BADAL CHUKE HAI HUMDUM AB TO, JIS PAL SE BAJI HAI GHAR UNKE SHEHNAI,
SATH HAI MERE AGAR KOI TO SIRF DO MUSKURATE AANSU AUR MERI TANHAI.
NA BAHE AB KABHI BHI ASHK TERI AANKHON SE, MANGTA HAI DIL BAS YAHI DUHAI,
KHUDA KARE KE MIL JAYE TUJHKO VO SARI KHUSHIYAN JO RAB NE MERE LIYE BANAI.
CHHIDI DASTAN JAB KABHI ANJAM-E-MOHABBAT KI, TO BAAT YAHI MENE DIL KO SAMJAYI,
PANA LIKHA THA UNKO JIS LAKIR ME, VO KHUDA NE HUMARE HAATHO ME NAHI SAJAYI.
HAAN!! SHAYAD YEH BHI EK RASM-E-ULFAT THI JO MAINE NIBHAI.
NA JAN PAYA ME YE TO KE KAISE RISHTO ME AA JATI HAI JUDAI,
SAMAJA TO YAHI KE JIMMEDAR ISKE LIYE HALAAT THE, NA KE USKI BEWAFAI.
BADAL CHUKE HAI HUMDUM AB TO, JIS PAL SE BAJI HAI GHAR UNKE SHEHNAI,
SATH HAI MERE AGAR KOI TO SIRF DO MUSKURATE AANSU AUR MERI TANHAI.
NA BAHE AB KABHI BHI ASHK TERI AANKHON SE, MANGTA HAI DIL BAS YAHI DUHAI,
KHUDA KARE KE MIL JAYE TUJHKO VO SARI KHUSHIYAN JO RAB NE MERE LIYE BANAI.
CHHIDI DASTAN JAB KABHI ANJAM-E-MOHABBAT KI, TO BAAT YAHI MENE DIL KO SAMJAYI,
PANA LIKHA THA UNKO JIS LAKIR ME, VO KHUDA NE HUMARE HAATHO ME NAHI SAJAYI.
Thursday, March 18, 2010
PYAAR ~~~~~ KASH NAHI PAR VISHWASS !!!!!!
KHAYALONME UNKE ME KUCHH IS KADAR KHO JATA HUN KI AB AUR KUCHH SOCH BHI NAHI PATA HUN,
MANGATA HUN ME BAS USKO HI KHUDA SE, JAB JAB DUA ME YEH HATH APNE UTHATA HUN.
ZAHIR KAR HI DUNGA ME APNE ARMAN AAJ UNKE AAGE YEH HARROZ TAY KARTA HUN,
LEKIN RUBARU HOTA HUN ME JAB UNKE, TO JAISE APNE LABZON KA SATH NAHI DE PATA HUN.
JARUR KEH DETA ME UNSE, MAGAR JAZBATON KO BAYAN KAR SAKE JO VO JUBAAN ME NAHI JANTA HUN,
PADH HI LENGE VO EKDIN MERI AANKHON KO BAS IS YAKIN PE KHAMOSH REH JATA HUN.
SATH UNKA MANA AAJ NASIB NAHI HAME, TO KYA HUA, KAL ZARUR HOGA ME YEH MANTA HUN,
LOG KEHTE HONGE BEWAFAI ISKO MAGAR ME TO HASIN INTZAR KEHTA HUN.
AB KAISE SAMJAU ME AAPKO KI ME USSE KITNA PYAR KARTA HUN,
BAS YUN SAMAJ LIJIYE AA JAYE AGAR AINA SAMNE TO ME SURAT BHI UNKI HI DEKH PATA HUN.
MANGATA HUN ME BAS USKO HI KHUDA SE, JAB JAB DUA ME YEH HATH APNE UTHATA HUN.
ZAHIR KAR HI DUNGA ME APNE ARMAN AAJ UNKE AAGE YEH HARROZ TAY KARTA HUN,
LEKIN RUBARU HOTA HUN ME JAB UNKE, TO JAISE APNE LABZON KA SATH NAHI DE PATA HUN.
JARUR KEH DETA ME UNSE, MAGAR JAZBATON KO BAYAN KAR SAKE JO VO JUBAAN ME NAHI JANTA HUN,
PADH HI LENGE VO EKDIN MERI AANKHON KO BAS IS YAKIN PE KHAMOSH REH JATA HUN.
SATH UNKA MANA AAJ NASIB NAHI HAME, TO KYA HUA, KAL ZARUR HOGA ME YEH MANTA HUN,
LOG KEHTE HONGE BEWAFAI ISKO MAGAR ME TO HASIN INTZAR KEHTA HUN.
AB KAISE SAMJAU ME AAPKO KI ME USSE KITNA PYAR KARTA HUN,
BAS YUN SAMAJ LIJIYE AA JAYE AGAR AINA SAMNE TO ME SURAT BHI UNKI HI DEKH PATA HUN.
Sambandh te kshan pachhi spandan bani gaya
Milan ma amara, adchan rupi vadalo, tyare vikharaya hata,
Nazrone zukavi ne jyare “E” chupke thi sharmaya hata.
Kadki hati prit ni tez vijliyo, ne dil, jara ghabaraya hata,
Nayano thi amara jyare be nayan “EMNA” takaraya hata.
Khilya hata premna sughandhit pushpo ne, be dilona, bag mehkaya hata,
Gulabi rasal “E” honth jyare mari sanmukh muskuraya hata.
Banjar zindgi na aa medan, hariyali ma te di`thi, lehraya hata,
Amrutna bund saman e shabdo jyare “EMNE” tapkaya hata.
Pratham prit ni aa amuly yaado saday sajavi rakhishun ame,
Didha hata vachan ame aa khuda ne jyare AME EKBIJANE apnavya hata.
Nazrone zukavi ne jyare “E” chupke thi sharmaya hata.
Kadki hati prit ni tez vijliyo, ne dil, jara ghabaraya hata,
Nayano thi amara jyare be nayan “EMNA” takaraya hata.
Khilya hata premna sughandhit pushpo ne, be dilona, bag mehkaya hata,
Gulabi rasal “E” honth jyare mari sanmukh muskuraya hata.
Banjar zindgi na aa medan, hariyali ma te di`thi, lehraya hata,
Amrutna bund saman e shabdo jyare “EMNE” tapkaya hata.
Pratham prit ni aa amuly yaado saday sajavi rakhishun ame,
Didha hata vachan ame aa khuda ne jyare AME EKBIJANE apnavya hata.
EK KHAYAL JO SUKUN DETA HAI
VO LAMHA KISMAT MERI MUJKO EKDIN JARUR DIKHLAYEGI,
BANI JO ISS SYAM KE LIYE VO RADHA MIL HI JAYEGI.
YEH MANA KE AAJ SHAYAD GAIR HUN ME USKE LIYE MAGAR,
DIN EK AISA BHI AAYEGA JAB VO MERE BEGAIR NA REH PAYEGI.
MILEGI JAB KABHI BHI VO MUJKO MUJME KUCHH ISS KADAR MIL JAYEGI KI KYA KAHU,
ME DIL TO VO DHADKAN, GAR ME JISM TO VO JAAN BAN JAYEGI.
VO JIS DIN SE MERI KEHLAYEGI MERE SARE GAM AADHE AUR KHUSHIYAN DUGNI HO JAYEGI,
BASEGI VO PYAR KI DEVI MERE DIL ME KUCHH IS TARAH KI MERE GHAR KO VO MANDIR BANAYEGI.
MOJUD VO ABHI SIRF MERI KALPANA ME HAI TO JYADA KYA LIKHU USKE BARE ME,
BAS YUN SAMAJ LIJIYE KE VO MUJE MERE HONE KA EHSAS DILAYEGI.
BANI JO ISS SYAM KE LIYE VO RADHA MIL HI JAYEGI.
YEH MANA KE AAJ SHAYAD GAIR HUN ME USKE LIYE MAGAR,
DIN EK AISA BHI AAYEGA JAB VO MERE BEGAIR NA REH PAYEGI.
MILEGI JAB KABHI BHI VO MUJKO MUJME KUCHH ISS KADAR MIL JAYEGI KI KYA KAHU,
ME DIL TO VO DHADKAN, GAR ME JISM TO VO JAAN BAN JAYEGI.
VO JIS DIN SE MERI KEHLAYEGI MERE SARE GAM AADHE AUR KHUSHIYAN DUGNI HO JAYEGI,
BASEGI VO PYAR KI DEVI MERE DIL ME KUCHH IS TARAH KI MERE GHAR KO VO MANDIR BANAYEGI.
MOJUD VO ABHI SIRF MERI KALPANA ME HAI TO JYADA KYA LIKHU USKE BARE ME,
BAS YUN SAMAJ LIJIYE KE VO MUJE MERE HONE KA EHSAS DILAYEGI.
SUNHARE PAL
SIRF HATHON ME HATH NAHI ME NE TO UNKA UMRA BHAR KA SATH HAI PAYA,
JINDGI SE BADHKAR CHAHA HAI EKDUJE KO TABHI TO CHAHAT KE SAFAR ME HAI YE MAQAM AAYA.
YEH USKI SACHCHI CHAHAT KA ASAR NAHI MUJ PAR TO AUR KYA HAI,
AANKHE MERI KHULI HO YA BANDH, CHEHRA TO BAS UNKA KA HI HAI MAN ME SAMAYA.
SACHCHE PYAR ME INSAN KYUN HO JATE HAI EK JISM AUR DO JAAN, YEH MUJE TAQDIR NE SAMJAYA,
SAPNA KEH LIJIYE YA HAQIQAT ISKO, MAGAR MUJ ME TO BAS AB HAI MERA PYAR HI SAMAYA.
MERE MEHBOOB KO LABZON ME BAYAN KARNA JAISE NAMUMKIN SA SABNE PAYA,
BAS YUN SAMAJ LIJIYE KE JISM KO KHUBSURAT TO RUH KO USKI KHUDA NE NEK BANAYA.
AB HUMDONO KE RISHTE KE BARE ME AUR KYA ZAHIR KARU AAP SE,
YUN KEH LIJIYE KE YADON KE DHAGON ME HUM DONO NE APNE PYAR KO HAI PIROYA.
JINDGI SE BADHKAR CHAHA HAI EKDUJE KO TABHI TO CHAHAT KE SAFAR ME HAI YE MAQAM AAYA.
YEH USKI SACHCHI CHAHAT KA ASAR NAHI MUJ PAR TO AUR KYA HAI,
AANKHE MERI KHULI HO YA BANDH, CHEHRA TO BAS UNKA KA HI HAI MAN ME SAMAYA.
SACHCHE PYAR ME INSAN KYUN HO JATE HAI EK JISM AUR DO JAAN, YEH MUJE TAQDIR NE SAMJAYA,
SAPNA KEH LIJIYE YA HAQIQAT ISKO, MAGAR MUJ ME TO BAS AB HAI MERA PYAR HI SAMAYA.
MERE MEHBOOB KO LABZON ME BAYAN KARNA JAISE NAMUMKIN SA SABNE PAYA,
BAS YUN SAMAJ LIJIYE KE JISM KO KHUBSURAT TO RUH KO USKI KHUDA NE NEK BANAYA.
AB HUMDONO KE RISHTE KE BARE ME AUR KYA ZAHIR KARU AAP SE,
YUN KEH LIJIYE KE YADON KE DHAGON ME HUM DONO NE APNE PYAR KO HAI PIROYA.
SAMJAUTA TAQDEER SE
NA APNA SATH DE PATE HAI, NA MAUT DE PATE HAI,
VADA JO KARTE HAI SANG JINE KA VO HI TANHA CHHOD JATE HAI.
JO MUSKURATE HAI KHUSHIYON ME HUMARI AUR GAMON ME RO DETE HAI,
NA JANE VO HI MAUSAM KI TARAH KYUN AAKAR CHAL DETE HAI.
SATH NASIB HONA HI JINKA HAR MARZ KI DAWA KEHLATA HAI,
VO INSAN HI KYUN NA JANE HUME KHUN KE AANSU RULATA HAI.
YAD SE HI JINKI CHEHRE PE MITHI MUSKURAHAT SI AA JATI HAI,
KHUDA JANE PHIR BIGAIR USI INSAN KE ZINDGI KAISE BASAR HO JATI HAI.
DIL KE ZAKHMON KO KISI APNE KO DIKHAKAR MAN HALKA KAR LETE HAI,
YA YUN KEH LIJIYE KE ZINDGI JINE KE LIYE HALAT SE SAMJAUTA KAR LETE HAI.
VADA JO KARTE HAI SANG JINE KA VO HI TANHA CHHOD JATE HAI.
JO MUSKURATE HAI KHUSHIYON ME HUMARI AUR GAMON ME RO DETE HAI,
NA JANE VO HI MAUSAM KI TARAH KYUN AAKAR CHAL DETE HAI.
SATH NASIB HONA HI JINKA HAR MARZ KI DAWA KEHLATA HAI,
VO INSAN HI KYUN NA JANE HUME KHUN KE AANSU RULATA HAI.
YAD SE HI JINKI CHEHRE PE MITHI MUSKURAHAT SI AA JATI HAI,
KHUDA JANE PHIR BIGAIR USI INSAN KE ZINDGI KAISE BASAR HO JATI HAI.
DIL KE ZAKHMON KO KISI APNE KO DIKHAKAR MAN HALKA KAR LETE HAI,
YA YUN KEH LIJIYE KE ZINDGI JINE KE LIYE HALAT SE SAMJAUTA KAR LETE HAI.
NEK KHWAHISH
ME USWAQT JAISE APNI AANKHON PE HI YAKIN NA KAR PAYA,
KARISHMA KUDRAT KA HI TO THA JO CHAND MUJE ZAMIN PE NAJAR AAYA.
NA VO BOL PAYI THI KUCHH AUR ZUBAN SE ME BHI NA KUCHH KAHE PAYA,
MAGAR PUCHHA THA JO SAWAL MERE DIL NE, JAWAB USKA ME USKI AAKHON ME PADH PAYA.
VO JAZBAT HI KUCHH AISE THE JINKO AAJTAK KOI LABZON ME NA BAYA KAR PAYA,
BAS YUN SAMAJ LIJIYE ME ROYA UNKE GAMO ME TO KHUSHIYON ME UNKI MUSKURAYA.
TARIF MERE MEHBOOB KI KARNEME MAINE KHUDKO JAISE HAMESHA NAKAM PAYA,
KUCHH TO BAT USME JARUR HOGI VARNA KOI YUNHI KISIKE JINE KI VAJAH KAHAN BAN PAYA?
AB MERE PYAR KO KHUDA KAHU YA KHUDA KO KHUDA KAHU MAINE TO DONO KO EK HI PAYA,
TABHI TO UNKI YADON KO IBADAT AUR MERE MEHBOOB KO MENE APNA KHUDA BANAYA.
KARISHMA KUDRAT KA HI TO THA JO CHAND MUJE ZAMIN PE NAJAR AAYA.
NA VO BOL PAYI THI KUCHH AUR ZUBAN SE ME BHI NA KUCHH KAHE PAYA,
MAGAR PUCHHA THA JO SAWAL MERE DIL NE, JAWAB USKA ME USKI AAKHON ME PADH PAYA.
VO JAZBAT HI KUCHH AISE THE JINKO AAJTAK KOI LABZON ME NA BAYA KAR PAYA,
BAS YUN SAMAJ LIJIYE ME ROYA UNKE GAMO ME TO KHUSHIYON ME UNKI MUSKURAYA.
TARIF MERE MEHBOOB KI KARNEME MAINE KHUDKO JAISE HAMESHA NAKAM PAYA,
KUCHH TO BAT USME JARUR HOGI VARNA KOI YUNHI KISIKE JINE KI VAJAH KAHAN BAN PAYA?
AB MERE PYAR KO KHUDA KAHU YA KHUDA KO KHUDA KAHU MAINE TO DONO KO EK HI PAYA,
TABHI TO UNKI YADON KO IBADAT AUR MERE MEHBOOB KO MENE APNA KHUDA BANAYA.
JINE KI VAJAH
ZUBAN SE TO VO KUCHH NA KEH PAYI, BAS SHARMAKAR MUSKURAI,
MERE PYAR KI HI CHAMAK THI JO USKI AANKHON ME UTAR AAYI.
VO JAB SE MERI ZINDGI ME AAYI, YEH AANKHEN HAI SIRF MUSKURAI,
SHIKAYAT US LAMHE KE BAD MUJE KOI, TAQDIR SE NA RAHE PAYI.
EHMIYAT RISHTON KI KYA HOTI HAI, VO ZINDGI ME AAYE TO YE BAAT SAMAJ AAYI,
MERE PYAR KI SACHAI HI TO THI JO VO MERE MAN KO PADH PAI.
HONA HAI HUMKO EKDUJEKA YEH PEHLE HI TAY KAR CHUKI THI USKI KHUDAI,
SHAYAD ISILIYE TO RAB NE HUMDONO KE HATH KI LAKIR THI EK SI BANAI.
REHMAT KHUDANE HUM PAR KUCH YUN BARSAI KI KYA KEHNE, AANKH BHAR AAI,
ZINDGI KO HUMARI USNE JUDAI KE ANDHERE SE NAHI MILAN KE UJALE SE SAJAI.
MERE PYAR KI HI CHAMAK THI JO USKI AANKHON ME UTAR AAYI.
VO JAB SE MERI ZINDGI ME AAYI, YEH AANKHEN HAI SIRF MUSKURAI,
SHIKAYAT US LAMHE KE BAD MUJE KOI, TAQDIR SE NA RAHE PAYI.
EHMIYAT RISHTON KI KYA HOTI HAI, VO ZINDGI ME AAYE TO YE BAAT SAMAJ AAYI,
MERE PYAR KI SACHAI HI TO THI JO VO MERE MAN KO PADH PAI.
HONA HAI HUMKO EKDUJEKA YEH PEHLE HI TAY KAR CHUKI THI USKI KHUDAI,
SHAYAD ISILIYE TO RAB NE HUMDONO KE HATH KI LAKIR THI EK SI BANAI.
REHMAT KHUDANE HUM PAR KUCH YUN BARSAI KI KYA KEHNE, AANKH BHAR AAI,
ZINDGI KO HUMARI USNE JUDAI KE ANDHERE SE NAHI MILAN KE UJALE SE SAJAI.
HASIN MOD
VO BOLTI HAI JAB KUCH BHI TO BATE GAZAL BAN JATI HAI,
UTHATI HAI JAB USKI NAZRE DHADKANE JAWAN DILO KI THAM JATI HAI.
PYAR KARTI HAI VO SIRF MUJH SE HI YE HAR WAQT JATATI HAI,
PAR NA JANE KYUN YE BAAT USKE HOTHON TAK AAKAR RUK JATI HAI.
VO PEHLI BAR PICHHE MUDKAR, MUSKURANA USKA, DIL AAJ BHI BHUL SAKTA NAHI
DEKHNE KI IS ANDAZ SE HI VO KARAR DEKAR BHI BEKARARI BADHA JATI HAI.
SOCHATA HUN SAATH UNKA HOGA JIVAN ME JAB HARPAL, VO WAQT BHI KITNA HASIN HOGA,
YAAD HI JINKI HOTHON PE MUSKURAHAT AUR TANHAI ME SUKUN DE JATI HAI.
KOI NEK DUA HI JARUR KUBUL HUI HOGI US KHUDA KE DARBAR ME,
VARNA AAM TAUR PAR KUDARAT JINDGI ME AISE HASIN HADSE BAHUT KAM DIKHATI HAI.
UTHATI HAI JAB USKI NAZRE DHADKANE JAWAN DILO KI THAM JATI HAI.
PYAR KARTI HAI VO SIRF MUJH SE HI YE HAR WAQT JATATI HAI,
PAR NA JANE KYUN YE BAAT USKE HOTHON TAK AAKAR RUK JATI HAI.
VO PEHLI BAR PICHHE MUDKAR, MUSKURANA USKA, DIL AAJ BHI BHUL SAKTA NAHI
DEKHNE KI IS ANDAZ SE HI VO KARAR DEKAR BHI BEKARARI BADHA JATI HAI.
SOCHATA HUN SAATH UNKA HOGA JIVAN ME JAB HARPAL, VO WAQT BHI KITNA HASIN HOGA,
YAAD HI JINKI HOTHON PE MUSKURAHAT AUR TANHAI ME SUKUN DE JATI HAI.
KOI NEK DUA HI JARUR KUBUL HUI HOGI US KHUDA KE DARBAR ME,
VARNA AAM TAUR PAR KUDARAT JINDGI ME AISE HASIN HADSE BAHUT KAM DIKHATI HAI.
DO AANSU
MURZATI HUI BAHAROME HUM KHILNA BHUL GAYE,
UDASINE AISA GHERA KI HUM HASNA BHUL GAYE.
PHIKR TO BAHOT HAI HAME HAMARE PHAILE HUYE VYAPAAR KI,
HAR PAL UTRATE AUR CHADHATE HUYE SHARE BAZAAR KI,
KHARID RAKHI HAI SHANAU SHOKAT HAMNE SARE JAHAN KI,
PAR KUCHH KHUSHIYON KE PAL HUM BANTORNA BHUL GAYE.
MURZATI HUI BAHAROME HUM KHILNA BHUL GAYE,
UDASINE AISA GHERA KI HUM HASNA BHUL GAYE.
ACHHAI KE SIDHE RASTE KO HAMNE MOD DIYA HAI,
ZUTH KI SANGAT ME HAMNE SACCHAI KO CHHOD DIYA HAI,
SWARTH KE DHANCHE ME HAMNE KHUDKO JAISE DHAAL DIYA HAI,
PAR DIL SE NIKLI HUYI EK AAWAZ HUM SUNANA BHUL GAYE.
MURZATI HUI BAHAROME HUM KHILNA BHUL GAYE,
UDASINE AISA GHERA KI HUM HASNA BHUL GAYE.
AAJ HER WAQT AANKHO ME YE NAMI SI KYUN HAI,
SABKUCHH PAKE BHI NAJANE KUCH KAMI SI KYUN HAI,
IN SAWALON KE JAWAB HUM SABHI SE PUCHHATE HAI,
PAR KHUD SE YE SAWAL SHAYAD HUM PUCHHANA BHUL GAYE.
MURZATI HUI BAHAROME HUM KHILNA BHUL GAYE,
UDASINE AISA GHERA KI HUM HASNA BHUL GAYE
UDASINE AISA GHERA KI HUM HASNA BHUL GAYE.
PHIKR TO BAHOT HAI HAME HAMARE PHAILE HUYE VYAPAAR KI,
HAR PAL UTRATE AUR CHADHATE HUYE SHARE BAZAAR KI,
KHARID RAKHI HAI SHANAU SHOKAT HAMNE SARE JAHAN KI,
PAR KUCHH KHUSHIYON KE PAL HUM BANTORNA BHUL GAYE.
MURZATI HUI BAHAROME HUM KHILNA BHUL GAYE,
UDASINE AISA GHERA KI HUM HASNA BHUL GAYE.
ACHHAI KE SIDHE RASTE KO HAMNE MOD DIYA HAI,
ZUTH KI SANGAT ME HAMNE SACCHAI KO CHHOD DIYA HAI,
SWARTH KE DHANCHE ME HAMNE KHUDKO JAISE DHAAL DIYA HAI,
PAR DIL SE NIKLI HUYI EK AAWAZ HUM SUNANA BHUL GAYE.
MURZATI HUI BAHAROME HUM KHILNA BHUL GAYE,
UDASINE AISA GHERA KI HUM HASNA BHUL GAYE.
AAJ HER WAQT AANKHO ME YE NAMI SI KYUN HAI,
SABKUCHH PAKE BHI NAJANE KUCH KAMI SI KYUN HAI,
IN SAWALON KE JAWAB HUM SABHI SE PUCHHATE HAI,
PAR KHUD SE YE SAWAL SHAYAD HUM PUCHHANA BHUL GAYE.
MURZATI HUI BAHAROME HUM KHILNA BHUL GAYE,
UDASINE AISA GHERA KI HUM HASNA BHUL GAYE
DIL KI KAHANI USI KI ZUBANI
MERE PYAR KI GAHERAI JIS DIN SE UNKO SAMAJ AAI,
DARMIYAN HUMDONO KE PHIR NA KABHI AA PAI JUDAI.
MEHSUS KARTI THI JO DHADKAN MERI, DASTAN VO HI UNKI AANKHON NE DOHARAI,
PYAR KEHTE HAI AAKHIR KISKO, YEH BAAT MUJE US LAMHE KE BAD SAMAJ AAI.
CHAHTA HUN ME BAS USKO HI KYUN ITNA, VAJAH ISKI MUJE NA AUR KOI NAJAR AAI,
JHANKA JAB BHI MAGAR PYAR KE DARICHE SE, TO ZINDGI HAR TARAH SE KHUBSURAT NAZAR AAI.
DIYA CHAHAT KA JO JALA THA DILO ME HUMARE, HAWA USKO ZAMANE KI NA KABHI BUJHA PAI,
SACHCHI CHAHAT KA NAZARANA HI HOGA, JO YEH BAAT TAQDEER NE MUMKIN BANAI.
BAGBAN MERE DIL KE AASHIYANE KA KHUDA HI HOGA, JO EK KALI USME “AAP” SI KHIL AAI,
DUR KARKE KANTON KO ZINDGI KE DAMAN SE KHUSHBU USME “AAP” KE PYAR KI BIKHARAI.
DARMIYAN HUMDONO KE PHIR NA KABHI AA PAI JUDAI.
MEHSUS KARTI THI JO DHADKAN MERI, DASTAN VO HI UNKI AANKHON NE DOHARAI,
PYAR KEHTE HAI AAKHIR KISKO, YEH BAAT MUJE US LAMHE KE BAD SAMAJ AAI.
CHAHTA HUN ME BAS USKO HI KYUN ITNA, VAJAH ISKI MUJE NA AUR KOI NAJAR AAI,
JHANKA JAB BHI MAGAR PYAR KE DARICHE SE, TO ZINDGI HAR TARAH SE KHUBSURAT NAZAR AAI.
DIYA CHAHAT KA JO JALA THA DILO ME HUMARE, HAWA USKO ZAMANE KI NA KABHI BUJHA PAI,
SACHCHI CHAHAT KA NAZARANA HI HOGA, JO YEH BAAT TAQDEER NE MUMKIN BANAI.
BAGBAN MERE DIL KE AASHIYANE KA KHUDA HI HOGA, JO EK KALI USME “AAP” SI KHIL AAI,
DUR KARKE KANTON KO ZINDGI KE DAMAN SE KHUSHBU USME “AAP” KE PYAR KI BIKHARAI.
ATUT RISHTA
LAB PAR HO HANSI YA AANKHO ME NAMI HO HUMNE UNKO SATH PAYA,
HAN ISI LIYE TO HUM NE EK DUJE KO APNAYA.
LOG DEKAR TOD JATE HAI JISE AKSAR US VADE KO HUM DONO NE NIBHAYA,
TAQDEER NE HI SHAYAD HUM SE YE NAMUMKIN SA KAM KARVAYA.
SACHCHA PYAR KABHI RATON AUR BATON KA MOHTAZ NAHI HOTA, YE UNHO NE HI TO SAMAJ AYA,
JUDA NA HONGE, JAB TAK JISM KO RUH NASIB HAI AISA HUMDONO NE DOHARAYA.
KHUBSURTI KO USKI RAB NE KUCHH IS TARAH HAI TARASHA KI KYA KAHNE, LABZON ME KOI BAYAN KAR NA PAYA
KOI NEK DUA KA HI ASAR HOGA JO US KHUDA NE CHAND KHUBIYAN APNI DEKAR MERE LIYE USE IS DHARTI PAR BHIJAVAYA
SHUKRIYA TAHE DIL SE ME KISKA ADA KARU, US PARVARDIGAR KA YA MERE PYAR KA, YE TAY NA KAR PAYA,
BAS YUN SAMAJ LIJIYE KE EK NE DIYA HAI MUJE JIVAN TO DUSARE NE JINA SIKHAYA.
HAN ISI LIYE TO HUM NE EK DUJE KO APNAYA.
LOG DEKAR TOD JATE HAI JISE AKSAR US VADE KO HUM DONO NE NIBHAYA,
TAQDEER NE HI SHAYAD HUM SE YE NAMUMKIN SA KAM KARVAYA.
SACHCHA PYAR KABHI RATON AUR BATON KA MOHTAZ NAHI HOTA, YE UNHO NE HI TO SAMAJ AYA,
JUDA NA HONGE, JAB TAK JISM KO RUH NASIB HAI AISA HUMDONO NE DOHARAYA.
KHUBSURTI KO USKI RAB NE KUCHH IS TARAH HAI TARASHA KI KYA KAHNE, LABZON ME KOI BAYAN KAR NA PAYA
KOI NEK DUA KA HI ASAR HOGA JO US KHUDA NE CHAND KHUBIYAN APNI DEKAR MERE LIYE USE IS DHARTI PAR BHIJAVAYA
SHUKRIYA TAHE DIL SE ME KISKA ADA KARU, US PARVARDIGAR KA YA MERE PYAR KA, YE TAY NA KAR PAYA,
BAS YUN SAMAJ LIJIYE KE EK NE DIYA HAI MUJE JIVAN TO DUSARE NE JINA SIKHAYA.
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